micortears in brain
guy is repeatedly aghast at the damage and genuinely worried about me every time
lol

Me too, how're you doing today?.

@tamagotchi I have such an adventure to tell

today? I feel strong but shaking RN and not sure why

I think I somehow magically called people to heal me and they showed up... guy says this is gonna take months. it's so trippy

I need me more Qigong and tai chi

I think I nearly died of a broken heart twice now. it's the last chakra to give out. lol

apparently my head chakras are huge but my root is crappy. need more root.

@tamagotchi how come you too?

guy thinks I did it to myself... I do push myself a lot but I don't think I started with mania

and conventional doctors are so incompetent. they see lesions on a scan and write everything is fine. until a later doctor has a different opinion on the same exact scan. except they won't even show you the scans, so their malpractice can't be detected I guess

Are you vibe coding?

On a more serious note, what the fuck?

Hope you're doing better