think by this rate I'm just hallucinating trauma

I don't understand how you can feel nothing one moment then discover you have feelings... and then once you're done feeling those feelings do they just up and go away or is that me suppressing them?

I'm reasonably sure I'm actually default not a pussy though... now I'm just walking around as if forcing myself to perceive things like they're hurtful when they're not, and only a double take made me realize "wait, no..."

this is all very confusing

I think it was just unexpected that I had cared about anything and sort of didn't do my due diligence

and TF is "energy" psychologically speaking even. I think if yours is low you end up being paranoid and taking everything as pain. that's terribly confusing to me. so that's it, you gain more energy and then you're just good to go again? you can go walk through things and laugh again?

how does any of it make sense!

... NVM former roommate just texted subterfuge shit and I have lost 1/3rd of my energy -.-
guess I'll just keep waterboarding until I stabilize

upside though, seems I got too freaked out at certain notions and even TV shows and movies and songs. but I think the level I was at a moment ago I could've enjoyed them again without freaking out. something to look forward to I guess, ragh 😩

So my coworker was walking toward the door to leave today. I said, "Enjoy the next 24 hours." He stopped and said, "Why?". I laughed and said, "I was just saying 'Have a nice day.'"

Why does it sound so ominous when you say it like that?

@retoor account wiped and spamming comments, what's this about?

Eschew clever rules.

Sprint planning, we spot a risk for one of the stories: An old client wants a new feature that relies on a third-party component that has not been included in our integration tests for the last 2 years.

The risk: It's probably not compatible with the new version of our system, if that's true, we'll need to make changes to our system before starting to work on the new feature, and setup integration testing.

Management: - Are you sure it's not compatible anymore?
Me: - No, we would need to bring both systems up and test if they work, there's no automation for that right now.
Mangement: - If you have not checked it's not a risk.
Me: (o_O) ? Whatever, I've warned you.

2 Days later: Our system does not work with this third-party system anymore, we can't finish the feature this sprint.

Management: (☉_☉)

my intern listens to the most AI generated songs ever. might fire her soon.

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Δεν είναι λίγες οι φορές που χρειάστηκα υποστήριξη σε καζίνο και ήταν απογοητευτική εμπειρία. Ή μιλούσαν μόνο αγγλικά ή δεν απαντούσαν ποτέ. Είναι κρίσιμο για μένα να υπάρχει άμεση και σοβαρή εξυπηρέτηση.

the bosses and backends are having a boys camp in the italian countryside to fix some backend shit.

Ugh so unfair. Backends are the aristocracy of web development and we should guillotine them all to reach democracy

Thanks for your feedback for JoyRant, kiki!

I read it just now because I’m too lazy to read my private emails regularly 😅

The "in the settings" grammar will be fixed in the next version.

Image placeholder is squashed to 1:1 ratio, yes. I see it as a non issue though 😅.
It wouldn’t be too much work to fix it but… meh.

I don’t know why the images stay placeholders though. Never happened to me.
In your screenshot I see that you have Flight mode on, maybe that’s the reason?
You can also try to clear the image cache in (the) settings.

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AI slop continues to dominate devrant with strange ads, that can't possibly result in any conversions. Is there anyone on here who's stupid enough to fall for it? They're wasting their time! Well... Maybe @b2plane might fall for it.

Job hunting and interviewing disgusts me.

I feel like I am in some kind of dating nightmare (and I hate dating). It's really weird trying to sell yourself to some company and they judge you based on how you think, how you talk, how your professional life has been up until now. I also judge them based on my professional values.

It makes me feel really awkward to talk to people trying to sound all calm and professional when I am kind of dying of nihilism inside. Tired of having to get to the stages of interviews where I need to do some idiotic tech assessments that are irrelevant to the job spec. Some were fun though.

Thankfully no AI interviewer fuckery yet, but if I do run into such a thing, I'm gonna pull out and expose the company that does this.

Getting close to final stages with some places which seem decent enough to sell my time to, and salaries are so much higher than what I currently get paid (fuckin peanuts).

I just want to become a mushroom at this point.

Right now my brain tries to devour both 80s and 90s pop culture, digest them and turn them into succinct and potent… pods? Capsules with info?

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How much hand holding do you need?

I am actually shocked at the amount of technical ineptitude of the people we have interfaced with. How did they get in the door?

When I first started out in my industrial controls career I just read whatever manuals and websites I could find. Do people not do that anymore?

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